The lives and the loves of eskimo friends

In response to:Lucky Me!!!!

Sat, 04 Jul 2009 22:41:10 +0200

Cool! Did you get his autograph? :) xx

In response to:Happy times at last !!!!

Fri, 05 Jun 2009 20:33:53 +0200

Hi Amanda,

firstly, I think that women who commented on your picture may be gay. Just a hunch!

Bill, I have read your reply several times and A lot of what you think is very unfair as there are things there that are simply untrue.

I have for a long time been thinking what to do as I would like you to know the truth, after all these years, I think I owe it to you.

If you would like to meet then that would be great (but don't bring your Mum!Only joking!)

Just let me know either way.

Neil

PS why do I feel nervous about sending this????

In response to:Sun, sun, sun!!!

Mon, 01 Jun 2009 00:11:11 +0200

Oh! You are a beautiful lady and such a lovely smile :) xx

In response to:Happy times at last !!!!

Sun, 17 May 2009 19:04:22 +0200

What???........you are unbelievable!!!

You hope life is kind to me because I deserve it....shame you didn't think that way when you were creeping off to Carolyns' for the night! Can you imagine how I felt that saturday morning when she called up to tell me that she was living with you, especially after the conversation we had before christmas, about how christmas would be miserable at Johns'. Also she told me that she'd been on holiday with you and what you had said about golfing in Portugal with Frank was un-true.

Part of me was mortified but the other side felt elated that I hadn't imagined everything that I accused you of. I was actually pretty spot on, wasn't I? I knew my gut instinct was right and now will never doubt it again.

The one good thing that did come out of all of this is that it did help me to move on because I couldn't possibly envisage a life with a man who tells so many lies, it really isn't an attractive feature Neil!

So yes I have moved on, with someone who is more my age, who makes me laugh, makes me feel great and most importantly doesn't make me feel in the slightest bit insecure. I didn't like the person I became when I was seeing you but it was all from your doing by making me feel that way.

I have no idea what has happened between you and Carolyn as I am not in contact with her anymore but I do wish her well as you managed to play both of us!!!

As for us being friends, do you really think that is possible after all the hurt you put me through? I don't think I could even stand to be in the same room as you now, which is so sad seeing that you were the man I loved so much and would have done anything for. Lets face it, I did leave my husband for you, but that obviously wasn't enough!!

Lucky for me, I am a strong person and I am moving onwards and upwards and really enjoying life at the moment. I only have five weeks left at Uni and then have completed my first year. Simon has moved out into rented accomodation and therefore I am free to re-start my life, which is exactly what I've done. Maybe that is what you should do, but an honest one this time!!

Do you know that Danny said to me a couple of weeks ago, "I don't know what Neil was thinking of. He couldn't of had anyone who would have loved him anymore than you". I hope for your sake that you do find someone who you can just be content with because you always seem to want what you can't have.

Take care Neil

Amanda

In response to:Happy times at last !!!!

Sun, 17 May 2009 10:46:01 +0200

Hi, I did think it would be a good idea if we were to meet as I am really not happy with what has gone on. But in hindsight that would not be a good idea. I still am unhappy about what happened and dragging up the past is not the answer. We both have to move on with our lives as I am and as I can see you are doing. I really hope life is kind to you as you deserve it and maybe one day we could be friends.
Look after yourself,
Neil

In response to:Happy times at last !!!!

Sat, 16 May 2009 01:35:28 +0200

Mannie (Bill), I think we need to speak. Text me or call x